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03/09/2008-10:28 p.m.
cos you, you.
you are stella to me.
and ill keep my watch silently.
03/09/2008-10:00 p.m.
horseeee faster recover from your nike run and come back and keep fit with us! we said we'll all do it together!
i miss u ern!
hahaha why so happy!
26/08/2008-12:35 a.m.
when the metaphorical pendulum oscillates at a repetitively salient mode, definitively marking out painfully contrasting blithe and despondence at either peak ends,
wont you grow cold?
<322/08/2008-1:23 a.m.
the sad lack of photos. rare sight.
ok here yipee yay =)
happy 1st birthday cow!
22/08/2008-1:12 a.m.
im ancient. so is whoever else who's like me.
10/10 pc - ring a bell? well aparently only ONE and only one friend and i did it. it was sheer torture omg. but being geniuses, we used to memorise the ans and restart the test to score extremely well.
scheming primary school kids escaping the wrath of the rod.
<:22/08/2008-12:53 a.m.
haha ive been playing diner dash so much my fingers hurt. its addictive i just cant clear level 6 omg im such a loser.watch the click clock; hear the tick tock-
21/08/2008-1:37 a.m.
sitting with an oreo cheesecake and a freshly brewed unsweetened apple tea,
finally decided O Briens will be D-place to embark on my rigorous study war today.
slowly taking in the sweet aroma from the warm porcelain mug and feeling the familiar bits of cookie crumble under my buds.
SIMPLY HEAVENLY.
and i watch the flow of human traffic with no stop warning of the amber light:
the sound of click-clock pumps in sync with the tick-tock of watches;
the adjustment of falling straps and slipping glasses;
silent sounds of texts flying off rapid finger movement;
the occasional kid tugging at his father's shirt mumbling curiously...while dad tugs him along with a hand and grabbing an earpiece with the other, nodding knowingly at the child, not knowing a thing he said.
the flipping of newspapers frequently looking up and down to ward off human pillars and slippery flyers;
tightening back the loose tie while stuffing food bits through the gap and talking and talking and talking and talking and talking -
-whatever happened to manners: the manifestation of the innate animal within.
civilised society?
so i continue sitting here relaxed:
sipping my tea; careless-ly slicing my fork through the cream; watching the endless passing crowd race against time.
boy the vicious cycle never stops.
and i wonder why im studying so hard for-
i guess this is it.
i just want to watch; they can walk the talk.
mad world.16/08/2008-1:00 a.m.
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world mad world
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me
And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world ... world
Enlarge your world
Mad world
16/08/2008-12:44 a.m.
4 yrs ago in 2004, in sec 4, when phelps first became a big name in the olympics scene.
half of wonus didnt like him and formed the APSC (anti phelps swimming club).
but i loved him (i dont know if the other half of wonus was with me haha) so i countered APSC with MINDS (michael is never dying sia).
little things bring memories back, dont they?
anyway, ive been very very addicted to the olympics (6 goals 6 world records he can be as arrogant as he wants haha) and csi. i have no life but its ok. =D
Hero09/08/2008-2:54 a.m.
Momentary heartbreak; I saw you.
Your cherubic lip breaking into a thin smile.
So melodious - as though singing a thousand resounding tunes.
Alluring yet mysterious in your exclusive mannerism.
Partial heartache; I watched you.
Your eyes ejecting blithe spirit.
Sphere to a line; they squint with such elegance.
Simple yet fetching; ravishing warmth.
Why heartbreak, might you ask?
Cos your perfect being, your enticing beauty
Right there before me; yet a million miles too far.
Hallucinations of your perfection tainted by my imperfections.
Do you know that you are beautiful.
Do you know?
I do.
06/08/2008-11:04 p.m.
i was just a face in the crowd.
til you found the face-
I was listless in a wild crossfire of spittles
bouncing off the walls of my wandering soul.
will someone find the face,
til you found the face.
weary shutters, the pursed lip.
i was just another face in the crowd.
little stories little dreams only nestled meaning in my solitary shell.
brushing shoulders, shuffling feet;
warming the space in silence
i was just a face in the crowd.
til you found the face,
til you found my face.
behind the countless before.
you saw my little face; you caught my quiet gaze.
little hopes little aims shot sky high with aptitude-
you said they meant the world to you too.
a face became the face; my face.
yet in that split second, i lost you in the crowd, back to the crowd.
i lost your face, your precious face.
therein lies a morose revelation
i was indeed just a face,
another in the crowd.
06/08/2008-12:37 a.m.
the very best friend.
you are dear to me.
mollycoddle.04/08/2008-10:46 p.m.
with bashful eyes she stole a glance
a heart of jovial glee;
someday- a tone of melancholy
firmly yet unsteadily, slowly saunter away
i heard you, my love, i heard.