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25/08/2009-2:24 a.m.
my lecturer sounds and acts so uncannily like wilhelmina the doctor. :o
25/08/2009-12:14 a.m.
up is so sad )::)
23/08/2009-12:53 a.m.
Better Than Me
I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)
21/08/2009-12:46 p.m.
I hold it true, whate'er befall;
I feel it, when I sorrow most;
'Tis better to have loved and lost
Than never to have loved at all.
ode to the sweet magnificent story.
21/08/2009-12:01 a.m.
and finally, that was that.-
19/08/2009-2:19 a.m.
I've been roaming around
Always looking down at all I see
Painted faces, fill the places I cant reach
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you, And all you know, And how you speak
Countless lovers under cover of the street
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you
Off in the night, while you live it up, I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shape the poet and the beat
I hope it's gonna make you notice
I hope it's gonna make you notice
Someone like me
Someone like me
Someone like me, somebody
Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody
I've been roaming around,
Always looking down at all I see
(ode to your pretty mind)
little miss17/08/2009-2:18 a.m.
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
13/08/2009-11:24 a.m.
the whirlwind of a virtual reality.
i dream and dream and dream when i sleep and sleep and sleep.
-11/08/2009-2:56 p.m.
3 of 4 semesters.
and now back to that 1st exception.
-08/08/2009-1:10 a.m.
today at 12pm 34 minutes 56 seconds on 07/08/09.
how clever horse haha
-07/08/2009-1:34 a.m.
finally finished reading we need to talk about kevin and the twist at the end of the book actually made me cry ):-
06/08/2009-3:23 p.m.
masquerade
i think i need to work on it.
-04/08/2009-2:16 a.m.
greys anatomy. the part where izzie saves a dying deer at the back of a truck. she thumps on the deer's chest and the deer jumps up in sheer innocence and sudden vigour. i used to rewind and play it over and over again cos i thought it was the most hilarious AWWWWW! scene i've ever seen. and heard.
the scene just played on the tv and i didnt find it funny at all.
woe04/08/2009-2:08 a.m.
So long ago, I don't remember when
That's when they say I lost my only friend
Well they said she died easy of a broken heart disease
As I listened through the cemetery trees-
02/08/2009-10:34 a.m.
urk, SICK.-
31/07/2009-2:24 a.m.
i seek refuge in something i used to ignorantly scorn.muted nonchalance. 30/07/2009-3:55 a.m.
i was standing there with my head down typing a msg on my phone, and i ended up being walked into by someone who was staggering past. looking up with a smile to acknowledge the "sorry", i see her. all pretty all eurasian, i see C___ M____. and she continues on her way staggering away with a stride in her step, and i silently stay rooted to the ground in shattered disbelief.
hon, today is the 30th.
pills29/07/2009-2:50 a.m.
I hope my smile can distract you
I hope my fists can fight for two
So it never has to show
And you’ll never know
I hope my love can blind you
I hope my arms can bind you
So you’ll never have to see
What we’ve grown to be
One may think we’re alright
But we need pills to sleep at night
We need lies to make it through the day
We’re not okay
One may think we're alright
But we need pills to sleep at night
We need lies to make it through the day
We're not okay
One may think we’re doing fine
But if I had to lay it on the line
We’re losing ground with every passing day
We’re not okay
But that’s one thing I would never
One thing I would never
One thing I would never say to you
That’s one thing I would never
One thing I would never
That's one thing I would never say to you
27/07/2009-11:09 p.m.
watched this indie film called muallaf by malaysian director yasmin ahmad last year at cathay and i actually ignorantly mistook the whole cast as a huge family out on an outing. went for the q and a session after that and asked a stupid question and i felt like digging a hole and putting my head in it.
and today i heard that the director just passed away from a stroke at 51. ):
27/07/2009-3:54 p.m.
it started out with a kiss
how did it end up like this.